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Sonnets in Search of Longitude: five poems

J R Pearson
 




Sonnets in Search of Longitude

If you're just joining us...
Welcome to the scene of the crash.
To the longitude ticking seconds off held breath.
Water measured on fingers.
To precise understandings of thunderheads grinding sky
& flashes of geode silhouettes pushed inside out in your eye.
For an easier analogy: count thoughts gone wind-tilt
& swallowed cyclones resurrecting tendrils whipped into flesh on one hand

& the time it takes to tear your heart in two on the other.
We're chaos by practice.   Remember the history of longitude:
every ship has a dog cut by a single knife kept in London.
Every noon said knife is sprinkled with "the powder of sympathy",
every dog on ships earth-wide howl simultaneously. Captains know it's noon in London.

Calculations begin to find longitude:
The sum it takes to change a man into cloud.
If you're just joining us...
listen to thoughts begin the dance with flightless bees
as the angel of the earth prepares for wing
gathering flame's fallen leaves
sifting the silence with static
filters found white under tongues of mirrors faced/effaced

with some flesh estimate some supple plumbing
some gravity-fed meat sliced with smiles
it's bluedawn on the blown-glass of stilled hearts
there you are waiting inside yourself hair caught
in the dazzling hurricane
of a million screaming veins spread out in metropolis

Remember, in search of longitude
captains are taught the mystical art of meditation.
"It's as if every place is aware of every other place."
ships technically wouldn't leave English coves,
the world would move around them.
It's as if waves of salt are caught in tides untouchable
to cesium atoms.  As if water is moving faster
than ships, as if the earth is spinning off it's axis.

As if time travel is only achieved
after remaining
perfectly still
until night's flesh melts wax
over a scalpel's
crack of eyelash.

If you're just joining us...
luminous digits sync background music
to a half-remembered Volta
says: the development of the cesium atomic clock
led to an actual redefinition of the second circa 1967
After that, people died more slowly
After that we were dust lifted by astronomical prayers
& perfect chords played on galactic spines.

Nidi strings sweeping the length of
a single heartbeat cut into a bi-zillion pieces
Don't whisper word one about shattered Terra-cotta water
clocks wished back together & the irony of cracked crow's feet
in time's age old face. You're a man.
Stand up! Put yourself together.

Show yourself heatwhite chips of sky
in your day's throat
lightning doesn't fall
strikes up from the ground in a wink of black
A second. A fraction of day,
but by the vibrations of an atom a second
being the line between the star flattened in your cornea
& you, "slack in a wet rope."

Let's start over.
In the beginning, molecules swarm,
dead air in an expectant mouth.
The microphone of shy synapse.
In the beginning, you, supernova, & a beach-blank fury
set loose in an ivory lyric between strangers.

You, honeyed eye of pneumatic homonyms
that'll pass for whitewash
& touch-love murmurs
In the beginning,
your heart, an empty pocket
your mistakes, burning a new moon
your eye, shards of sky
closer than it appears

in a spidered driver's side mirror.
Your thought: it must it must it must
either come or go,
the real answer is flux!
caught between
the welder & the torch.

If you're just joining us...
This is about death & the search for true north.
It's about mountains rising like tombs
in the pistil-plush pulse of an empty-
handed search for midnight mouths.
Whiskied breath that forms clouds
resembling a contusion of stars
that stare & stare at....dust walking around.

A luminous curve melting a hole thru empty eyelids,
serpentine arms fold-out from a Lucite ball of
glass that bakes hair back into fool's gold.
A sunburned dulciana vibrato
makes its way into a world
flamed to a perfect red?


First Flight

She dreams & dreams for fingers
quivered with feathers.  A lust for elbows
bent into pinions

& body heat left unlocked all night,
a dried out flame pressed between
pages of a book.

Thoughts of self, dead sweat on the scapula's spine,
vanish into sun-salted saguaros & sand-heavy
air like breath thru hands

into a prayer for summer.

She's a shut eye's thirst for tea leaves
& you're brush-blind fingertips on a speechless palm.

A steam snake arched over the bend in her back,
blank torso cuts
thru spring's second thought, murders

the last verse in a Skylark's coda.
A gypsum gash torn past your lips
rips into night.

She's the storm you wander in.

Hermes caught in an everlasting descent
with a plasma tear & dreams
of a yellow tip, a blond flame; Sundog’s been gone
for hours, dead & body turned white-side up.


Chimpanzee Lightning

You ever do this:
Hold your nose & count backward

from 90 until the final inevitable release?
Taste that first breath born in a pure

fury of survival. Like you just got mouth
to divine mouth from an invisible blowtorch.

Now picture that times 1 bizillion
& you're who I am when my fingers

go touch-numb thru a field
of tangled wheat. Yeah, your hair.

What do you think, me, a crimson thrush
caught in your ribcage

& singing a baritone "bone of my bone" to no one
but brindled paint in the walls? It's not me. It's you.

Ask your last beau a.k.a. the chunk of ash
in slacks that only speaks parables.

He'll tell you the one about your heart
as a mumbled algorithm in unsolvable

arithmetic. Seriously discouraging.
Despite that I remember it as the time

I fell touch-blind
In helpless love with your unbelievable aria

& shucked what's left of this sandarac husk.
I asked you to play my spine like a xylophone.

Said touch every vertebrae
until I ascend into an eye-winged pulse of a thought

& dive straight down like old fashioned
chimpanzee lightning.


Last Minute Advice

That boy'll blow thru
you like a foreordained hurricane,
something full of prophecy & pyrite, all razzle dazzle
demon & zero-gravity in collapsed star for a heart,
puzzling light thru falsetto phantom limbs.
Voice like snake sweat & artillery shells.
Cold as a prime number?
Shit, he imagines a killing word for you, a rabid
surf of breath tongue-tossed before
the last warm goodnight of an everlasting kiss blown
like steam off an iced-over dream.

His sign is lightning splitting a V in the distance.

Never let your fingers slip on whispers
a country razor dancing to the pulse
of bare wrist. Tear voices buried in the black box
in the cellar from your throat like a tumor
wonder why your soliloquies
turn to howl on the tail end. The reason?
There's no word for what's
done to pull venom from a snaketooth vein
when you can't fathom the truth.
My worst fear?  He says you have a beautiful skeleton
that's the thirst that ruins a man.
A pupil’s worth of coltan sky ground under
cranked gears of 18 wheels made for fury
in the flint-dark bark of his brain.
Amber-lined liverspot in his mind's third eye
turned cursed-side out.

He looks for phosphorescent bone lightning
brilliant as lampblack nightwings;
eyes never afloat, sings dankwater blues
in an ice chest made for two or
two-&-a-half give or snap a limb.
At night his flesh-toned glass fingerpads
tap a solder rain on blades
of a stillborn rhythm’s lost dawn.
Whorled finger-swirls capsize on demand,
hold glacial stone-soft flesh
from under a Big Sur curl of fingers.
Listen, the earth's lungs folded inside out
still pull breath from crossed-up
wrong roads.

Figure eights lined up like eyeballs
never say boo 'bout the swear-smooth
starlight & apocalyptic hunger
masquerading in a sidewinder's reliance
on surprise. My daddy always said:
Not many played four chords fast
enuff to out-pace the Devil's tappin foot.

From his gauzy chain-links of flame fleshed out
in madness to the shale scars gleaming
on the question slicked thru your mind
remember, I'll be waitin.


Sonnets to the Warm Pull of Gravity
From 8 Equations

There are things beyond rationality
& the warm pull of gravity. Scale models
of pyramids that keep steel razors sharp for centuries. How an owl's
wings silent as yellow smoke
in a valley of wormwood drift
weight-gone
over your sleeping eye. How every civilization finds people
in the sky. Hard to believe the face on a nickel.  Believe flash-drunk
blindness & a homeless man's need for possession. Believe retractable fangs

coiled & sun-spent in heat's best swing of the hips. 
Believe eyes full of sweat-stained shade
on the sheet's underside & blister resin
left white until it fills with starlight. Believe flesh waltzing the fine line
between live-wired to spinning wattage & cold-spit dead ends.

Let's unrehearse the facts. We've all slept in beds made before we're born,
headboard names & dates, predictable "plate-glass sheets"
& dreams of a miracle that slit your throat. Truth is they carry sniper rifles
& plant your prints on murder weapons. Pose as witnesses. Said I heard it all.
Said it was suicide. Toe fingering the trigger.
Said you never listened. There was something out there, salvation
with your name on it. Another second chance. Last minute misplacement
of I. O. U.'s. Truth is every morning we dig fingernails into flesh
under running water to get clean. Again. Try to leave behind thoughts

we thought were buried deep enough to forget.
The sight of our faces, throttled splayed to the earth.
Finally a toast: here's to symmetry!
Here's to falling face first into wet cement.
Here's not to death per se just a rational failure to exhale


About the Author

J.R. Pearson played "Jonny B. Goode" in 1st grade with an audience of 15 people. Once, I seen him eat a whole case of Elmer's Glue. He was terrible at finger painting but he's proud of these poems. Read his stuff in A Capella Zoo ,Word Riot, Ghoti, Weave, Boxcar Review, & Tipton. He recently was included in an anthology: Burning Gorgeous: Seven 21st Century Poets.

 

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